HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I wish a great Happy New Year to all my friends.. he3..
Hope.. this New Year bring a lot of luck and happinest...
Hmm.. actually.. i didn't felt too excited...

Just feel normal.. and Thank's to Allah that still give me.. chances to live in the world that have been created..

Everyone have their own.. dreams and for sure.. in this New Year i hope.. i have.. something to do.. not change myself totally... but.. i think better i start it step by step..Eventhough is not.. easy for.. me..

Quite challenging though.. but i hope.. i can train myself slowly... I think maybe my friend think what i'm doing..little bit crazy actually.. ha3...

It's really hard to explain..here.. but i really hope they will understand it..later..

Just want to make.. sure that i don't hurt.. anyone feelings...huhu...
Que.. Sera.. Sera... will.. be.. will.. be...

CHUBBY GIRL...

Morning!!

Huhuhu.. what a sad day for yesterday.. i really hate.. it..
Cause i can't release my tense.. fully.. Hmm.. i think i must do something for today.. to make sure i enjoy.. myself happily and.. without thinking about yesterday... hu~

What a life..
From little till i grew up as a lady the tittle.. is still there.. don't know what they think about it..
It's maybe a joke..sometime i don't bother about it.. eventhough sometimes make me hurt a little bit..

CHUBBY GIRL!!!CHUBBY GIRL!!!!

hMM.. I really don't know what the purpose they called me like that... Aah.... forget about it...la..
People have their on mouth to talk.. but they never think about other person feelings as well..
plus they're not sensitive with the things that they spoke.. out.. maybe i'll forgive them because.. i choose to bear in mind that no person is perfect...

But.. i think they should consider.. the things that they've said.. not just simply say like that..What a world.. if i meet 1,000 000 of peoples like that i might sick then.....
I really feel not good today till i have a chance to release my tense.. i don't like.. to defend myself...because i know myself well.. i let them talk.. and talk.. till i can still stand with what they said.. if they talk more than.. that.. and make my temperature goes up... huhuhu they really2 make a mistake.........................I will counter back...huh!!!

I honestly, don't like.. to have this feelings.. cause everyday i remind myself to be good.. and.. try to correct myself day after day....Hmm..i think that's all for now...

Luckily, i can express something inside this column...
Feel little relief..ha3.............................

Further Study?

Morning!!! or actually afew minute s more. near to afternoon he3...

Hope all of you save and sound.. and.. live happily ever after opps.. like story telling books.. he3.. what to do..

Hmm.. i'm thinking of.. further my study .. to MBA.. huhu.. still considering all the factors.. pro and contra's that happen.. around me.. he3.. Must think all about the probability and the possibility which will come or will be face in future..

Besides,if the wish come true.. huhu.. of.. course.. i like to take the challenge.. huhu.. to build up my identity.. huhu.. at the same time.. build up my career..till.. now.. i feel like.. i'm lost.. ha3.. don't know what should i do..

Hmm.. so, i keep.. praying and.. hope.. that i choose the best from the best decision that i make.. ha3....

Oh i think.. i must stop.. here...So, thank's ..cause.. have time to read my simple.. blog...

SLEEP

When ur mind mess up with something is not easy for u to sleep.. agree?
But same situation when you're too full with ur dinner too...

i think the same situation i facing right now..

i really hate this feeling.. cause.. i can't sleep well... eventhough i had my napped in the afternoon...

Hope.. i didn't get insomnia.. (i don't think so)
Maybe i worry about something that i can't express it to someone else..
Keep worrying all da time till.. my heart pump.. too fast..(not good...)

But.. i hope.. tomorrow.. morning i will release.. it with.. jog.. and jog... alone.. take fresh air.. view.. greeny leaves.. and.. say hi to any people.. that i meet.. One of the things that i think can release me a bit..

What about you?

I'll try to sleep..if can't i count all the stars at my ceiling.. sound crazy.. but sometimes.. it works...ha3....

Till i type.. again.. at this column...
Enjoy!!!!!